With baby on the way I have been at the mercy of my fiance's relatives till we are able to get onto our own two feet. Its been tough , the job market hasn't been kind to us and school for now seems to be on the back burner . I am trying to stay hopeful though . It really gets hard, even now I am trying to fight back the tears and have faith that the gods won't leave me to rot. I do believe this is an important lesson in many areas of my life right now and my fiance and I need to suck it up. Amazingly, I have had support from my fellow brothers and sisters in the craft . Its helped me not feel so alone in all of what has been happening. The first thing you notice about getting pregnant in college is that your friends no longer have the desire to hang out with you , your phone calls and emails are not returned and they are all around busy . Understandable , guess im not used to the change this phase of life is bringing me yet. Laugh. As I said before , the enchanted ones in my life have kept me going and really make me feel like im not forgotten and people do know im still kicking::.